Today is the day..

Today is the day we are going to find out what we need to do to enroll natalie into school. I cant believe its already here..it went by so fast!! Then next year kylee...lol I can hold onto cole for a couple more years so thats a plus I suppose. LOL

So yesterday I was horribly sick and it took everything out of me. I woke up at 4 am to throw up every 15 minutes for seven hours. I went to bed really really early and slept a total of 12 hours, it kicked this bug out but now i am sore as hell from dry heaving lol. I think I need to start excersising more. lol it has done its deed with everyone around me so **cross your fingers**  and hope it doent come around again! lol brad helped me alot though so that helps having someone here to help me with the kids and help me with my issues too! I couldnt have asked for a better husband. I love him OH so much and without him I dont think I would be who I am today..haha he said that to me the other day! lol. but anyway, today is a pretty decent day, windy, but warm! Good day to get stuff done!! YAY! :) Well I am off to shower and get ready, everyone have a blessed day!

pizza is yummy

pizza for lunch. mm...well anyway today our car died...its in the shop to get checked out and fixed...i am so happy that everyone is working with us so we can afford something to eat, bleh! guess spending more time with the kids is ok...yay! lol

I know this little chapel on the boulvard...

The past week has been the most stressful week of my life. Money is tight and I just cant figure out what we are doing wrong! Cole is sick, again. The doctors have no idea why he keeps having these outbreaks of poop problems, he screams like he is being stabbed. Its one of the worst feelings as a parent to stand there, not doing anything because you are helpless and CANT make them feel any better. I just feel as a mother I have failed because my baby is ill and no one can help him at this moment. I try and stay positive but its so hard at times.

On a lighter note, yesterday we went to the circus with lacie and her family. It was SO much fun, until the end. Lol. The only complaint I really have is that the clowns look like 95 year old homeless people. Natalie was completely confused and kept arguing with me that those arent real clowns. I had to disagree because they were ACTUAL clowns and that they just look different, lol she still doesnt believe me. Then on the way to the car Kylee didnt want to walk and my arms hurt already from carrying her awhile and so I just pretty much had to drag her half the way and FINALLY lacie grabbed her. lol. THANK GOD cause I really thought I was gonna have to leave her there and come back later for her. LOL just kidding just kidding! :)

Life is a big rollercoaster. I love it sometimes, hate it fewer, but LOVE it mostly. My husband is the greatest and my kids at times can be a handful but I couldnt have asked for a better family. IF you would have asked me ten years ago what my life would have been like now I dont think I could have pictured this amazing family.

This day has started out rough. If I hear another doctor say that Cole is normal I am seriously going to freak out. We have another appointment at 2:30 with his regular doctor still and we just went to his stomach doctor. I dont think that he is good, he cries in extreme pain when he poops he cant control it and they need to take this a little more serious. I am so worried.

But on a lighter note, I am gonna start trying to find a job so we can be more stable to move out into a better place in June. I filled out fafsa and maybe I can start school too and try and better my life. I cant wait! I think I can do it, I dont believe I am THAT smart but with a little practice and friends that enjoy helping me I think I will be ok! :)