The past week has been the most stressful week of my life. Money is tight and I just cant figure out what we are doing wrong! Cole is sick, again. The doctors have no idea why he keeps having these outbreaks of poop problems, he screams like he is being stabbed. Its one of the worst feelings as a parent to stand there, not doing anything because you are helpless and CANT make them feel any better. I just feel as a mother I have failed because my baby is ill and no one can help him at this moment. I try and stay positive but its so hard at times.
On a lighter note, yesterday we went to the circus with lacie and her family. It was SO much fun, until the end. Lol. The only complaint I really have is that the clowns look like 95 year old homeless people. Natalie was completely confused and kept arguing with me that those arent real clowns. I had to disagree because they were ACTUAL clowns and that they just look different, lol she still doesnt believe me. Then on the way to the car Kylee didnt want to walk and my arms hurt already from carrying her awhile and so I just pretty much had to drag her half the way and FINALLY lacie grabbed her. lol. THANK GOD cause I really thought I was gonna have to leave her there and come back later for her. LOL just kidding just kidding! :)
Life is a big rollercoaster. I love it sometimes, hate it fewer, but LOVE it mostly. My husband is the greatest and my kids at times can be a handful but I couldnt have asked for a better family. IF you would have asked me ten years ago what my life would have been like now I dont think I could have pictured this amazing family.
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