This day has started out rough. If I hear another doctor say that Cole is normal I am seriously going to freak out. We have another appointment at 2:30 with his regular doctor still and we just went to his stomach doctor. I dont think that he is good, he cries in extreme pain when he poops he cant control it and they need to take this a little more serious. I am so worried.

But on a lighter note, I am gonna start trying to find a job so we can be more stable to move out into a better place in June. I filled out fafsa and maybe I can start school too and try and better my life. I cant wait! I think I can do it, I dont believe I am THAT smart but with a little practice and friends that enjoy helping me I think I will be ok! :)